The Temperature
of the Universe
The temperature of the universe,
at birth, on par was fair.
Now to put it mildly
it gives us quite the scare.
There are those who claim a
cooling
while others a great thaw.
And some proclaim we’re perched
upon
hell’s frozen, burning maw.
But time's an adolescent,
awkward and full of cheek,
and won’t decide which clothes to
wear
from beginning to mid-week.
Thus with chills and fevers
and acne all around,
space and time are muddied up.
(That’s hardly so profound.)
...
But while gravity holds, we still
cling,
tethered by our pasts,
And pray that in the time ahead
equilibrium lasts.
OKAY. I
WAS BROWSING THROUGH MY OEUVRE, today and I came across this poem which had a
picture of my father, I think dating from the late 1950s or early 60s. I did such
a brilliant job of Photoshopping it, I will have to drill down into my picture
archives to discover the original to know for sure, but I don’t want to go
through them now. It may have been taken at the “old house” which we always
referred to as being on “Charing Cross Road”, on the outskirts of Chatham, but
the actual CCR (not the band!) was several miles further on.
Again, this poem dates from the early aughts
of this problematic new century of ours, and it is a bit of a surprise for me
to read it after all this time. The text has this ‘cosmic’ scope to it—all
about the universe and the elemental forces that shape our existence. Yet I
have this—I think humorous—image of time as an awkward adolescent. What am I
trying to convey here? That compared to the universe and its processes, our
human conception of time is juvenile? (Well...duh, dude!) That our
understanding ‘of it all’ is as limited as that which can be articulated from
the confused brain of a hormonally-deranged teenager? There is the suggestion
that space and time are “muddied up”; because of our acne-ridden, teenage Time.
The poem ends with the speaker hoping
things won’t…what? Explode? Disappear? And just as long as that other elemental
force, gravity, still operates, some balance or “equilibrium” can be
maintained. The idea of memories, of being “tethered”, or safely anchored or
secured to the past is an image that I find very comforting just now. Without
memories we are, in a sense, without time, and that’s a rather discombobulating
thought for anyone.
When I see this photograph of my father,
obviously clowning for the camera, happy, healthy and young(ish!), I don’t know
whether I want to cry or to take his hand. But one thing I know for sure: I
could always judge the temperature of the universe—to the nth degree—by his warmth.
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